March 18, 2011
To be honest, the "BERMO breakup", true or false, really affected me. I remember it being a Sunday, when Bernice annouced she would make headlines the next day. At first, I was like, oh, another breakup rumor. It's usual and normal.
But, Monday eventually came, and it seemed that I was the only one thinking they were false. At some point, I felt like I was defending their relationship, but after all, I am only a fan of them. What can I do?
Yes, I have a fanfic dedicated to them. I thought, so should I continue or should I stop? Should I choose to believe or live as if the news never appeared. I hated the reporters for doing this to me. I had a History midterm at 9 in the morning the next day. How was I to study all the buildings, memorizing different information for each, while trying to ignore the news? By 10 PM Monday night, I made my mind... I left the news aside and did not pick up on it again until a week later, when all my finals were over, and winter vacation had began.
Finally, I was persuaded by the others. I could not lie to myself any longer. Maybe they were together at some point. I can't really say I hate her for doing this for Moses, but I do dislike her for killing what I've been following for years. Since the early high school years, every time there were news of the two, I was so delighted. Now...
Boscolie! They've made my month! For the past few weeks, news of the two came bashing it. I love it.
Boscolie differed from Bermo. They weren't as cool in answering their rumors. And, I guess Boscolie seems more open about their relationship to the public.
So, I still have time to think about the fanfic. As of now, I have several options. I can stop writing it totally, as in ending it wherever it is right now. Or, write purely about Boscolie and ignore Bermo. Or, I can continue it with both Boscolie and Bermo. Well...
And, as for why I'm writing this... I feel like I'm escaping from reality. I actually have to write a paper for English and History. But, thing is, I have no clue how to start it. Aww, shucks.
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